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I'm lost without your light   
07:36pm 13/10/2004
 
mood: Skippy
So everyone I know has been posting like...depressing, ominous posts lately. I'm breakin' the cycle baby, hoh yeah!

So I finished making a graphic for the layout I'm making for LCM's site. Not much to it, but I like it. I hope to have the whole page made...eventually, I dunno.

I really like Sunday Driver. Hmm.

Holy crap, and Alladin. I have the Alladin DVD that just came out. I FREAKIN LOVE THAT MOVIE!!!

Wow, I'm going back and reading my userinfo page on here, and I've got all this emo, hardcore, rar rar rar stuff on there, and then the title of this entry comes from a Ryan Cabrera song. Heh. Nice job Crisp.

NO GUARD PRACTICE TODAY, WOOHOO!

I feel like I don't update this enough. Somebody yell at me for that tomorrow.

Hmm. Well. I have nothing more. Except that I'm about to initiate conversation with a person I've only met once in my life. Wish me luck!!

>>>CRISPY<<<
 
     
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I'm lauging at clouds   
08:44pm 19/09/2004
 
mood: Obsessive
Just thought I'd point out that I'm now completely utterly hopelessly obsessed with Gene Kelly. Not just him, but all those people. Judy Garland, Frank Sinatra, Bob Hope, Bing Crosby, Ann Miller, I like 'em all. Coincidentally, a couple dvd collections have come out that I want really bad. Alfred Hitchcock's Signature Collection is out. Plus Jimmy Stewart's best movies. Haha, I dunno what either of them are actually called, but they're the "greatest hits" of the two men. And I want them really really really really really really really really bad.

Someone buy them for me...please?
 
     
Fall from Grace
 
Does anybody really know what time it is? Does anybody really care?   
05:36pm 05/09/2004
 
mood: indifferent
current clothing:Sunday Driver tee, jeans, AFI wristband.
current mood:Purdy good.
current taste:I have this like...swollen taste bud or something on my tongue. It doesn't taste like anything, but it kinda hurts. =P
current hair:Messy.
current annoyance:Brian not being online...still.
current smell:Laundry.
current thing you ought to be doing:Reading.
current jewelry:Just my wristband. And my awesome watch.
current book:Salem's Lot.
current refreshment:Nothing.
current worry:...The competition on Saturday.
current crush:Daniel. Well, that's not a crush, really. But yeah.
current favorite celebrity:Zacky Vengeance.
current longing:Pearl Jam concert with Daniel...*sigh*
current music:Nothing. I have that song by the Kinison stuck in my head. "I've got this new pair of shoes, I got this new way to dance." That one.
current wish:To go to the mall and find some quality violin music.
current lyric in your head:Hahaha, deja vu.
current makeup (if you're a girl!):Nada.
current undergarments:Dark blue panties, and a sports bra. Ooh, how sexy.
current regret:I regret quitting band, for Daniel.
current desktop picture:Jizzustin Prizzuett.
current plans for tonight/weekend:Mall tomorrow.
current cuss word du jour:Du jour? How French. Hmmm...Prolly damn.
current disappointment:Not seeing Daniel this weekend.
current amusement:Confusing Mike.
current IM/person you're talking to:Daniel, Corlee, and Mike.
current love:Daniel!
current obsession:This is like the third time I've answered this question today. Zacky Vengeance.
current avoidance:...? My mother?
current thing or things on your wall:Too many.
current favorite book:Nothing Feels Good.
current favorite movie:Dead Poet's Society.

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05:52pm 21/08/2004
  I dunno. I never write in this thing. I'm a total Xanga whore, I'm sorry. But I'm starting to feel guilty about it.

Me and Sam are having some problems. So yeah. What else is new?

TWFY is having practice tomorrow.

Fabulous Mike lives up to his name very well. I'm not sure why he's so fabulous, but he is.

Candace I love you.

I love rainy days, but not rainy football games. I'm still trying to dry off.

I guess that's it.
 
     
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Raise your head and taste the courage   
04:03pm 15/07/2004
 
mood: Frickity-Frack? I don't know.
So I quit my job this Monday. I never have to make another fucking sub again thank god!

This kid just looked at my picture on this computer, and he asks me "Is that Kelly Osbourne?" Someone shoot me. How fucking stupid...

I need to call Sean. Wait, no I don't, Sean's in Cali. I need to call Sean when he gets back.

I need to learn how to code image mapping too. So if anybody knows how and wants to help me, it would be greatly appreciated.

I really hate Ludacris. With a fucking passion. That song "Stand Up" is playing...somewhere in here. I swear, right now is where I need to start blaring Avenged Sevenfold or some shit like that. Atreyu. Ha!

I'm beginning to realize that there are a lot of posers at SMS. Not that I can talk, cuz I was one, but still. There's this one dude that thinks he's so goth. He's all "I can do witchcraft and I play guitar in a band and I shop at hot topic!" I'm the one that taught him to play, actually, and he sucks. He talks about Charmed a lot too. "I've seen every episode!" I'm thinking, that doesn't make you goth, that just makes you gay.

And I'm not saying that to be offensive. I think he really is gay. He just carries himself that way, you know?

All right, I need to shut up now, before I screw myself over by saying the wrong thing.

Cheerio.
 
     
1 Have fallen| Fall from Grace
 
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean   
10:19pm 24/06/2004
  x. father thinks i am: On the computer too much.
x. mother thinks i am: Gay. Smarter than I am. ALSO on the computer too much.
x. three things you are often complimented for: personality, musicianship, taste in music (Love ya sean!)
x. you get embarrassed when: Eh, I don't get embarrassed that often. Life's a lot easier when you laugh at it.
x. makes you happy: Sean, Alex, bleh- all my friends, I guess. And Mr. Mistoffelees. Actually the Cats cast in general.
x. upsets you: Not going to work on days when I actually WANT to go.
x. you like to cook: Not big fancy meals, but otherwise, yeah.
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Um...maybe one or two.
x. you bite your fingernails: Bite? no. Mutilate? Maybe. Massacre beyond recognition? Definitely.
x. you believe in love: Well, duh.

Do You...?

take a shower everyday: Unless I'm mad mad MAD tired.
have a(any) crush(es): I don't think you'd call it a crush...
need to tell someone something: Yes.
think you were ever loved by someone: I'm sure I have been. Maybe not romantically.
want to get married: I'd like to, yes.
have piercings?: ears. And I quite often pierce my toenails for fun, no lie.
get motion sickness: Lord no. I mean, come on, I live on round hill. I handle shaking and bumps and curves better than anyone!
think you're a health freak: Meh, no.
get along with your parents: Sometimes.
like thunderstorms: Yippee!
SCREEN NAMES: AIM: Crispytwfy83, xgetxradicalx. YAHOO: dopesickgirl17. BOARDS: getradical JOURNALS: proxy_of_a__muse, heymegalomaniac, xdrivethishomex
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR:brown with blondeness.
EYE COLOR: blue
BIRTHPLACE: Sylva, god help me.

( FAVORITES )
COLOR: pink, emerald green
second place? eh, black, except it's not a color, and I don't wanna sound like "one of those people"
DAY: Saturday
MONTH: Novembre
SONG: ...Don't get me started. At the moment it's Wheatus- Teenage Dirtbag.
FOOD: Chocolate covered croutons. Holla.
SEASON: Summer
SPORT: as in spectator sport? Concerts.
DRINK: Dye-it Pep-c
VEGGIE: All of em!

( PREFERENCES )
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Oh, ew, neither. I hate milk, and I REALLY hate hot milk.

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? yes, but not intentionally. When I fell, I spilled some tears, not in pain, but because it was an involuntary action.
BOUGHT SOMETHING?no
GOTTEN SICK? Well, I passed out. That count?
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID I LOVE YOU? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Nyt.
TALKED TO AN EX? Not since the Carowinds trip.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? God, this person's a dumbass, what the hell do you think I'm doing right now?
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? not really. Well, I dunno, I guess my discussion with Katie could be construed as serious.
MISSED SOMEONE? Oh god yes. Every day for a month now.
HUGGED SOMEONE? Nopers.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? not exactly.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no way.

Would You Ever..

1. Eat a bug? ...are you serious? I won't even step on an ant anymore. Eat a bug, ha!
2. Bungee jump? Shit yes.
3. Hang glide? Hahaha...no.
4. Kill someone? ooh...I'm too religious.
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? No. I think I would with a transvestite, though.
8. Parachute from a plane? no
9. Walk on hot coals? Too much of a wimp.
10. Go out with someone for their looks? As much as I hate to admit it, yes.
11. For their reputation? I don't think so.
12. Be a vegetarian? HAHAHAHA...you're kidding, right? I'm so sick of this question, cuz the answer is so obvious. I can't because i AM one already.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? Eh, I own neither, outside of pajamas.
14. IM a stranger? Surely.
15. Sing karaoke? Oh...been down that road. Four words: Fat Lip, Sum 41
17. Shoplift? I kinda have. But just from Ingles, so it doesn't count, no one cares if you steal from Ingles.
18. Run a red light? Considering I won't even get in a car willingly? No.
19. Star in a porn video? no
20. Dye your hair blue? Rawk.
21. Be on Survivor? No point, I'd just get voted off.
22. Wear makeup in public? Only if I'm tempted.
23. NOT wear makeup in public? All the time.
24. Cheat on a test? Holla.
25. Make someone cry? I'd like to think not.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? Considering I'm very emotionally distraught over the loss of my math teacher whom I've in fact been infatuated with for several weeks now? Hahaha.
27. Kick a baby? no
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? *cough*question26*cough*
29. Cuss out a priest? Again, too religious.
30. Take a job as a janitor? EW. STOP. NO. GERM-O-PHO-BIC. Like whoa, people come on.
Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? Not if you're gonna pronounce it like that, hell no.
Drink straight espresso? Willingly.
Betray a friend? Nada.
36. Run away? I used to. A lot.
37. Go out w/ someone you hardly knew? *echoes Kim*
38. Be on Jerry Springer? Only on one episode: Man has sex change to become lesbian. I would totally be the betrayed wife!
39. Have a one night stand? Nope.
40. Give an ex a 2nd chance? Haha, most likely.
41. Date a friend? yeah!
42. Kidnap your friend's kid: No, that'd be mean.
43. Dress as a clown in public? Every night at TWFY shows.
44. Dress up as any weird character? Like me? Sure.
45. Go on a blind date? Sure. But only if Kim or Katy set it up, cuz they're the only ones I trust to handle my love life. Sorry Sam.
46. Be on the Bachelor/Bachelorette? Ew, no.
47. Jump off a cliff? *fake happy enthusiastic voice* Ok, let's go!
48. Pick up a hitch-hiker? Hells yes, man.
 
     
Fall from Grace
 
An emphasis on function rather than design...   
04:07pm 23/06/2004
 

I'm going to talk about the dream I had last night now, I suppose. I was at Karrtunz, and I was there to watch a Sunday Driver show. They were playing with some other bands, I dunno who. I was going there, and after their set I was gonna call dad to come pick me up and take me to work. Turns out I got the time wrong, and I got there just after Sunday Driver finished playing. I tried to call dad, but I couldn't reach him, so I had to miss work. Then I broke down and started crying cuz I just knew that I was gonna get fired. I noticed alex watching me in the corner, then I woke up.

I went back to sleep, and this time I was in a hall in the middle school, outside Mr. Cooper's room. I'm still crying, and Sunday Driver is there. Alex comes up to me and asked me why I was crying back at Karrtunz. I told him because I felt really unwanted (?). He said "You're very wanted and we love you!" and gives me a huge hug. Then disappears.

Enter Mr. Cooper. He's all sad because he's about to move away to Kentucky, and I am sad too. I start crying AGAIN after we'd talked for a while, and he starts packing up his stuff. He's crying too, and he's singing. He's singing a TWFY song, that I'd never heard before in the waking world, but I knew it to be something we'd written in the dream world, you know?  I'm all inconsolable, sobbing on the ground, and then it's time to go to lunch (?).

I go to the lunchroom, and I sit down between Paige from DeGrassi and Mark. Me and Mark hadn't seen each other in a while, so we're all hugging and holding each other, and I'm telling him how bad I feel, then Paige turns into my dad. Dad sees me and Mark together, gets pissed, walks out, and I wake up.

Analyze, anyone?

 
     
1 Have fallen| Fall from Grace
 
Blare this from your speakers until your eyes bleed.   
10:23pm 22/06/2004
 
mood: gloomy
So I don't really have a use for this, cuz I have a Xanga and a Blogspot, but it's good to have backups when my parents wig out. Joy.
 
     
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